Two weeks..

Two weeks to go.. I can't study anymore. I'm not kidding. Knowing that in three weeks I will have a college degree and no job is killing me.

I'm in this mess because I'm so damn picky and won't move anywhere I get a job.. All of my graduating friends have job offers in Dallas, Minneapolis, etc. I could have a job now but I don't want to live in any of those places, I want to live in California.

If one more person asks "Why San Francisco?" I'm going to slap them! I'm so tired of hearing.. "It's so expensive there" and "There aren't a lot of straight men there" (typical southern male idiot speaking)

a) IT'S MY LIFE
b) Life is too short not to take risks
c) Why not San Francisco?

I know it's expensive and far away from "home".. but I think it will be home. Home is a state of mind not a location.

Now I just have to find a job or go out on a HUGE limb and move there with no job. I'm so tired of waiting tables, but if I have to for a few months while looking for a job I guess I have to.

That my friend is determination. I want something so bad that I'm going to extreme lengths to get it.

Parents don't have money to pay for college? get loans and work your butt off and pay for it yourself. People are too lazy these days. If you want something bad enough you will work to get it. I'm not one of those people who like academia.. I hate school... absolutely hate it. and guess what.. I'm finally done with it!!!

"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footsteps on the moon"