Me

This is me:

Not so sure what I want to be "when I grow up"
Uses her walk to and from work as "thinking time"
Smiles.. constantly
Will laugh at anything.. even when its inappropriate
LOVE chocolate
Mojitos make my world go around
LOVE LOVE LOVES music.. ALWAYS listening to music
Katharine Graham is my hero
Curses like a sailor.. 2009 NY Resolution?
Favorite color is green
Cynical about love and "finding the one" yet a hopeless romantic
like to make people laugh
Enjoys writing "stream of thought"
Love dancing
Tulips, Irises, Lillies, and Orchids.. enough said
Dislike fake people
Am a huge flirt
Quote lines from movies and The Office too much
Have a 6 year old german shep mix named Lexie who I adore :)
Haven't traveled enough
Couldn't survive without red meat
Cries at weddings or movies about weddings
Loves finding unknown music.. Hate it when my super secret groups become mainstream
Would rather read a book than watch TV ANY DAY
Fall in love quickly and out of love just as quickly.. does that mean I wasn't in love in the first place?
Knows every word to Like a Rollingstone by Bob Dylan

Just one of those days

I'm feeling really down today, I think I might cry?

Rollercoaster

Excuse me while I blab...


Did you just burp?
jackass

Never thought it would happen
before the scars even healed

Were they really scars or just scratches?
Scratches from a lapse of judgement
The tons of bricks shatter
Bring me back down
To reality

Told you so
Why must I ignore that voice
In the back of my mind

Move forward
Not backwards

Scared little girl
Don't poison me
I'm allergic

Choking on my fears
What if it happened again?
This time worse

Because this time I play
For keeps
Not 18 year old thrills

Move forward
Not backwards

What if
What if is pointless
We're all adults here
At least we pretend

Why does it always come to this?