Rollercoaster

Excuse me while I blab...


Did you just burp?
jackass

Never thought it would happen
before the scars even healed

Were they really scars or just scratches?
Scratches from a lapse of judgement
The tons of bricks shatter
Bring me back down
To reality

Told you so
Why must I ignore that voice
In the back of my mind

Move forward
Not backwards

Scared little girl
Don't poison me
I'm allergic

Choking on my fears
What if it happened again?
This time worse

Because this time I play
For keeps
Not 18 year old thrills

Move forward
Not backwards

What if
What if is pointless
We're all adults here
At least we pretend

Why does it always come to this?