I see a bad moon rising

I see a bad moon rising, I see trouble on the way.

It's December 19th.. I have bronchitis and am getting laid off of work today. I get to go home for Christmas.. Home being a complete nightmare.

Merry Christmas to all. I feel like the Grinch.

Hope you got your things together.
Hope you are quite prepared to die.
Looks like were in for nasty weather.
One eye is taken for an eye.

I know things will work out.. they always do. It's just tough to be cheerful in times like this. I'm so indecisive.. have no clue what I want to do with my life, career, future. Should I stay in San Francisco.. should I run away from my problems like I always do? I want to roam and experience new people, places...